want.
when i want you i could scream it
but deaf ears and
blind eyes and
cold hearts have been beating steadily,
not for me
i want you, i could scream
i hear too well,
and my vision is correct(ed)
my heart... i let it thaw
i take it back
shake it off like the dreams after sleep
but it doesn't work like that does it?
shake it off
forget your feelings, i did!
forget those moments, i did!
it doesn't work
one change isn't all change
but that... those are words
and they are but vague things
i want the one that passed by, the past one
just for a moment
i don't ask much or need or bother (lord knows i try)
but this
summer again
i want the one from the past that passed by
why do you cling to a sinner?
i am that

secrets are so fine
lies never are
where do you draw the line?

indubitably, ambien amber.